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2003-12-08 - 4:38 p.m. Everyone was very nice about the whole thing, but then I don't even know who all was still left at the time that I got sick. I haven't seen any of the administrators, and two of them were there (I'm not sure if they were still there at the time). It's really great not knowing if you said things to offend or insult people. I thought for the most part I was being pretty good. I talked to one of the only people who I thought I might have said something inappropriate to, and she said she had been having a great time with me before I was sick. She was very sweet about the whole thing, as were the other three people I saw that I remembered being at the party at that time. My teammate said to forget about it, and that nobody cared. The girl whose party it was said that I had to stop apologizing and that it was forgotten. I still felt like shit all day, and like I was about to burst into tears any minute. I just think it is horrible that I can't remember what I said to people, because I seem to say whatever pops into my head when I have had too much to drink. I also just don't like the feeling of thinking that people might be talking badly about me.
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