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2008-08-24 - 9:17 p.m. Things are going pretty well with British Boy. We ended up going to another extremely expensive restaurant on Friday, and I didn't even think it was that good. Well, my passion fruit drink was good, but the rest not as much. Then we went on a giant walk over to watch Tropic Thunder which was surprisingly enjoyable. I liked it a lot. I felt more nervous than I had on the boat, and I think he felt that way, too. Maybe because it had been a week since I had seen him, and maybe because we were sitting face to face at dinner so we were focused on each other rather than talking casually while doing various boat related activities. Anyway, I felt a little awkward at times. I also wasn't sure what he was thinking about and the conversation didn't flow as well as on the boat. So I was nervous and feeling weird and maybe he wasn't into me, blah blah blah. Anyway, the only physical contact we had was the hug on our last date. We sat through the whole movie with no hand holding (which added to my fears, but I thought maybe it could be because of the whole Chad thing making him nervous that I wasn't ready). So...after walking back, he gave me a ride to my car because I was farther away than he was. He had already asked me on our walk about going out again the next day, so I knew he was into me, but then we said goodnight in the car and there was no kiss or hug or anything. I felt confused and weird...well, one of the things I do like about him a lot is that we joke around with each other and tease each other a lot. We were talking about possibilities for our next date, and he said we had done a lot of typical date things now. So I said, "So let's just rent a video." Kind of joking around about it, but I guess he took that to mean that I thought that was a boring idea. So he was trying to come up with more exciting ideas and he said that we could go to the coast or Seattle, and then he caught himself and said that he hoped I didn't think he meant that because he was trying to get me into bed. Anyway, I just laughed it off at the time, but I guess he is an overanalyzer like me, because he text messaged me later that he hoped that I didn't take it that way and he was just trying to think of something interesting to do. I texted him back, "It's so obvious that you are just trying to get in my pants. You were all over me all night." Because he TOTALLY DID NOT TOUCH ME THE ENTIRE NIGHT. I was almost worried it would be a repeat of this one guy that I dated three or four times from match.com who was the most unaffectionate person I have ever met (who I ran into today at the grocery store and I was filled with annoyance at what an asshole he was, so maybe I should actually tell that stupid story).
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